I love to leave, I leave to love

Omg heeeyyyy I’ve missed writing on here. I have like 8 drafts I’ve written over the course of the past few months that I just never finished. Mainly because I’d get up to refill my water. Which disrupts my flow …

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Stop Delaying Joy, Life’s Happening Now

For the past few months, or maybe even for the past year, I’ve been spending a lot of my days feeling like I’m waiting for something. But I don’t know what that is. Like I’m stuck on autopilot until this …

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June Journal

June 11th, 2023 – 1:58pm Whoops! Missed a few days of posting, but I don’t really give a shit. Because ya know what! Sometimes I don’t feel like writing, despite it being something I enjoy so much that I’d call …

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Enjoy the ride before it’s over

I’ve always struggled to maintain long-term anything. Whether that be long-term friendships. It always baffles me when people are able maintain their childhood friendships into adulthood. Sometimes I wish I had that. But growing up, I spent each school year …

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May Journal

May 17th, 2023 – 2:39pm So instead of replying to the 18 text messages I need to reply to, I’m going to write about how and why I despise texting instead. Avoidance yay! Sometimes people think I hate them because …

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Flighty is Fun

I love routines. But every few weeks, I’m suffocated by them. Sometimes I’m misinterpreted as this super spontaneous person because I live freely and do whatever I want when I want. But in reality, I’m so much of a planner …

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Feeling Guilty for Living

Hey ok so I didn’t post last week because I do love indulging in a little escapism through solo traveling every few weeks. And you know what? There’s nothing wrong with that. Because it makes me happy! And that itself …

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April Journal

April 25th – 2:00pm Heeey ok wow my avoidant tendencies never leave me, but they’ve been extra EXTRA present the past few weeks. But listen! I do have ADHD. And I hate admitting that now, not because I’m ashamed of …

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Life/Health Update

Sooo long story short, I’ve been dealing with some health issues the past few months. Well, on and off for pretty much my whole life. But the past few months especially. If you’ve been following me on social media for …

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It’s not FOMO if I don’t want it

It’s funny how wrong people’s perceptions can be. Occasionally, people assume that because of my job, I sleep around and go out a lot. Which is strange. Because although my job is entirely online, I do exist in the real …

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