monologues

why i’ve been avoiding + accepting all of you and every version of you

hello hi what the fuck is up. So at this point, i’ve come to realize that I’m pretty horrible at staying consistent. With most things in my life. Self-aware queen ! The process goes like this: I tend to define different times and phases in my life by the hyper-fixation. Like, my freshman year of ... Read more

Another Diary Entry

Hey again… It’s been like what? 4 months again? I’m always more inspired to write whenever I’m in an extreme mood. And I guess this is like therapy for me. Except this time it’s for me, and I’m not waiting for the person sitting on the other side of the room with a notepad to ... Read more

Sad Girl Monologues

Hey…I know it’s been a while, again. In all honesty, I haven’t been on this blog since a little after writing my last post. Because every time I’d get on, I’d see that post. And every time, I’d be reminded of the summer I so badly want to forget. The never-ending stress that woke me ... Read more

TW: Fuck it. I was threatened by my ex for a year and here’s the story.

Hi peeps. Where the actual fuck have I been for the past 4 months right? A lot has happened. But basically the biggest thing is that I filed a restraining order against my ex boyfriend. So let’s take it back to August of last year. This is when I broke up with him. On the ... Read more

My Favorite Books of All Time

Here’s a little known fact about me: I LOVE reading. Growing up with no friends, my top 3 forms of escapism included: Completely immersing myself into my Sims world for 10 hours straight Drawing whatever was in my head on paper Connecting – and feeling a little less lonely, with the characters, words, and stories ... Read more

Going Insane in Quarantine

Hi people!! I’ve been working all week writing up posts at home + avoiding the public and holysheeeeet. I really didn’t think social distancing would be this hard. I mean, at first I was like GREAT! This is what my introverted ass lives for. But I didn’t realize all of the great things that take ... Read more

My Productive Morning Routine

Disclaimer: this is NOT my quarantine routine lol Ever since 2020 started, I’ve become OBSESSED with morning routines, productivity, and being on top of my shit. I firmly believe that mornings set the mood + energy for how the rest of the day goes. So I make sure my mornings are filled with a positive, ... Read more

How I lost 30lbs

Ok so here is your new bullshit guide to losing excess fat. By the way, I’m only 5’1 / 155cm. So 30lbs is a HUUGE difference on my body. I began my weight loss journey in May 2019. And by November, I had lost 30lbs. That’s 6 months. So here’s what I did… 1. Incorporated ... Read more

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