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Life/Health Update
Sooo long story short, I’ve been dealing with some health issues the past few months. Well, on and off for pretty much my whole life. But the past few months especially. If you’ve been following me on social media for a while, you probably know that I habitually go through phases where I disappear for ... Read more
It’s not FOMO if I don’t want it
It’s funny how wrong people’s perceptions can be. Occasionally, people assume that because of my job, I sleep around and go out a lot. Which is strange. Because although my job is entirely online, I do exist in the real world as well. Wow! What! A crazzzyyy concept! For some people, this statement can be ... Read more
Boundaries
Soo I grew up with a tendency to people please. Falling into a never-ending cycle of placing other people’s feelings and needs before my own. And I think that’s a very human thing to do. Going off of the belief that the majority of us care about others too, not just ourselves. But it’s crucial ... Read more
A Prison of Beliefs
I wasn’t going to write today because I’ve been sleepy since 2pm. Shoutout to the daily 2pm energy crash. But I did promise myself I’d post here on Sundays and Wednesdays. And according to those accounts on Instagram that copy, paste, and post advice sourced from a podcaster who just reworded what they read in ... Read more
Tired but Wired
I haven’t slept in two days. Which is pretty good. Every night for the past 26 years, the task (because that’s genuinely what it feels like) of falling asleep is a neverending battle between my racing thoughts and exhausted body. No really, because I remember struggling with this as a baby. Laying wide awake in ... Read more
Feeling then Fleeing
Ok I know I wrote about how much I love having crushes less than a month ago. And I still stand by that! But why are they so short-lived? Why do I lose interest faster than however long my attention span lasts on Tiktok? I want to stop losing interest! Well, maybe the interest is ... Read more
March Monthly Favorites
All the products I’ve been using oBsEsSeD with this past month! Rare Beauty Liquid Blush in shade “Virtue” https://www.sephora.com/product/rare-beauty-by-selena-gomez-soft-pinch-liquid-blush-P97989778?skuId=2640258 Blush is probably my favorite makeup product, and I just got this one yesterday, on the day of its release (this shade is limited edition btw), but it’s my new fave! I also have the Rare ... Read more
Choose Your Character
Ok so imagine you’re about to play a video game. Let’s say, Mario Kart, since most people know how that one works right? The first screen that appears is the one where you’re tasked with choosing a character to play. Most people have their personal set of the same 1-3 characters they always choose. Personally, ... Read more
Moods are Seasonal
Great news!!! The sun has come back and so has my will to live!! I know people say this ALL the time, but it truly is insane how much the weather affects our mood. Seasonal depression hits hard. I mean, unfortunately, mine’s the all-season kind, because depression is like sooo obsessed with me. It just ... Read more
April Journal
April 25th – 2:00pm Heeey ok wow my avoidant tendencies never leave me, but they’ve been extra EXTRA present the past few weeks. But listen! I do have ADHD. And I hate admitting that now, not because I’m ashamed of it. But because Tiktokers somehow made it silly goofy quirky<3 and therefore embarrassing while continuing ... Read more