Feeling Guilty for Living

Hey ok so I didn’t post last week because I do love indulging in a little escapism through solo traveling every few weeks. And you know what? There’s nothing wrong with that. Because it makes me happy! And that itself …

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April Journal

April 25th – 2:00pm Heeey ok wow my avoidant tendencies never leave me, but they’ve been extra EXTRA present the past few weeks. But listen! I do have ADHD. And I hate admitting that now, not because I’m ashamed of …

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Life/Health Update

Sooo long story short, I’ve been dealing with some health issues the past few months. Well, on and off for pretty much my whole life. But the past few months especially. If you’ve been following me on social media for …

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It’s not FOMO if I don’t want it

It’s funny how wrong people’s perceptions can be. Occasionally, people assume that because of my job, I sleep around and go out a lot. Which is strange. Because although my job is entirely online, I do exist in the real …

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Boundaries

Soo I grew up with a tendency to people please. Falling into a never-ending cycle of placing other people’s feelings and needs before my own. And I think that’s a very human thing to do. Going off of the belief …

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A Prison of Beliefs

I wasn’t going to write today because I’ve been sleepy since 2pm. Shoutout to the daily 2pm energy crash. But I did promise myself I’d post here on Sundays and Wednesdays. And according to those accounts on Instagram that copy, …

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Tired but Wired

I haven’t slept in two days. Which is pretty good. Every night for the past 26 years, the task (because that’s genuinely what it feels like) of falling asleep is a neverending battle between my racing thoughts and exhausted body. …

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Feeling then Fleeing

Ok I know I wrote about how much I love having crushes less than a month ago. And I still stand by that! But why are they so short-lived? Why do I lose interest faster than however long my attention …

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Choose Your Character

Ok so imagine you’re about to play a video game. Let’s say, Mario Kart, since most people know how that one works right? The first screen that appears is the one where you’re tasked with choosing a character to play. …

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Moods are Seasonal

Great news!!! The sun has come back and so has my will to live!! I know people say this ALL the time, but it truly is insane how much the weather affects our mood. Seasonal depression hits hard. I mean, …

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